2020, 2020
36" x 48"
Acrylic on canvas
This is it. This is what I've been working on all year. I started this painting back in January with the intent of moving in a new direction. As an artist I feel like I'm always hungry for the next thing. I was growing tired of portraiture- I knew I could do that already. I wanted to see what was next, where I could push my creativity. I needed to create work with more substance, I wanted there to be a narrative. I came across this painting called Hü by a German painter named Jörg Immendorf at the AGO a couple years ago that has always been at the back of my mind. In this painting, Immendorf paints this comical scene that takes place in a bar that consists of a bunch of politicians and important people of his time. He paints himself in the corner painting "the end of the world" and Adolf Hitler is trying to peak over his canvas to see what he is painting. I found this so interesting because there was so much going on, so much importance even if it was painted in this comical style. In art history class, I learned about all the eras of art. We focused on the greatest artists from these eras and their contributions to the world. Something I noticed that was so consistent with all the eras was the documentation of the times these artists lived through. I feel like this is so important as an artist- to leave a glimpse of what it was like for us in our time. So that is what I set out to do. I worked on a painting all year documenting EVERYTHING. I don't know if I can call it luck or the opposite, but this year ended up being the craziest year of my life and I'm sure many can say the same. Starting back in January when Trump bombed Iran and almost started World War 3 to the most obvious topic of the worldwide pandemic, COVID-19. I wanted to illustrate all of the most controversial topics. I painted Trump in the center, in front of the burning White House in a Scarface-like stance throwing a fit, which I still feel like could happen any day now as he refuses to leave his role as president. I painted Black Lives Matter protesters in the crowd, Bloods and Crips coming together, a member of Anonymous, Borat saying f*** you to Trump, the KKK, the police, and the infamous McCloskey's who have been labeled as "Ken& Karen". I painted myself alongside the protestors and did this all in the way as to represent our revolt on injustice, racism, and everything else wrong with the world. My placement in this painting also meant so much more to me. I thought of myself as a flâneur - observing in the crowd, painting what I see before me and around me. I thought of my position as an artist in this world. I often think of what my reason for being here is. I don't have the power to change the world or save anyone, but I can show you what's wrong with this world. Within the artwork, I incorporated many aspects that stood out to me this year. This piece was made to evoke feelings: anger, confusion, laughter, and many other reactions for every person who experienced 2020. In the painting, you will find a Mexican child crying in a cage. Behind the child are the bodies of the people found hung all over the United States which surprisingly have yet to be solved. There are also a few other things that have been so prominent in the media that I could not look past like the murder hornets, the strange monoliths, the 5G towers, meteors, and UFO sightings. I even threw in a few things you might not notice at first like the man in the Kobe Bryant jersey, the child in the Black Panther mask, or the Pop Smoke logo all representing their passing this year. Other notable things that must be seen very closely are The New York Times newspaper where it was announced that Joe Biden has beaten Trump, the brief case with a bunch of needles that read COVID-19 and some top-secret files where photos of children have poured out on the ground exposing Trump and his friend Jeffery Epstein as the Anonymous group had done so earlier this year by leaking incriminating documents online. There is so much more that must be seen in person and even some secrets within the painting that can only be scene under a black light. Hopefully I will be able to showcase it in person in the coming year.